What AM I doing with my life???

It is coming to that time of year when everything is winding down at school and half my classes involve watching a movie or doing absolutely nothing, i find myself losing my drive. I know it may seem unbelievable, but when teachers start expecting less of me, i tend to, in fact, do less. This is not a bad thing necessarily. I love having weekends and evenings free for the enjoyment of such things as Grey's Anatomy, Facebook, and You Tube, but i can only stand so much idle activity. It almost makes me miss those rushed nights and the accomplished feeling of getting a worksheet done, knowing that i will get an A. But the key word is "ALMOST."

The lovely times i have spent not actually doing anything are some of my favorite. For example, there are many times when i can sit down on the couch and watch an America's Next Top Model marathon on MTV. Though it may not be the most cultured of activities, it can be quite entertaining, especially the cat fights and Tyra Banks thinking she still is the best model in the world...haha. Another enjoyable activity is watching the grass grow. Okay, not really, but i might as well have. Between watching the "Bluhud" video on you tube (you should check it out,) and facebook stalking people i haven't seen for a couple years, my time is beginning to feel like a big waste, and it is not even summer yet!

Obviously, my summer break will full of exciting things. Luckily i have a few vacations to keep me active and my sports. I honestly hope i will never have to experience this wasted time again, because i much prefer the hustle and bustle of school work to this meaningless existence i am experiencing now.